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On one hand, in day to day work . . . neutralise what you think, say and do – that is to say – when you are in your everyday mind. On the otherhand, in meditative states, use the I AM affirmations . . . which are out of sight of the Monster.
I AM complete / I AM singular / I AM totaly healed / I AM radiant with light / I AM fearless / I AM humble / I AM utter abundance / I AM fulfilled / I AM lifted / I AM peace / I accept change in my life / I live in the present / I respect myself / I AM awakened / I AM enlightened / I AM a time traveller / I remember my future / I AM sovereign / I Am impeccable etc.
I am hesitant to even answer anymore Q and A’s or give forward anymore information and images. You have to take for granted that EVERY thought (curious, positive, negative or loving) EVERY emotion (well being or dramatic) and EVERY action, are being formed in your mind by your ALT. ego. The knowledge I am sharing is a Double-Edged Sword. The correct value is only in HINDSIGHT. Medusa (legend) could only be viewed through a reflective surface and not directly or the hero would be turned to stone. You must become neutral and shatter a shard and then look at the images . . . in hindsight. This blade of knowledge will be used by your ALT. ego to measure you, judge you, condemn you, nullify you, castrate you, step on you, elevate you on a self proclaimed pedestal, position you and minimise you. The more I give you, the more it has to control you. You, at this stage – do not have the 5 Flames of the Soul – that you need to to combat it and keep it at bay. I cannot even give you the 5 Flames, for the ALT. ego will use them too.
There is only one thing you MUST master completely for now: Become totally and masterfully neutral but present.
The ALT. ego will seek to give meaning to every single thing (neutralise it!).
It will seek to make something of nothing (neutralise it!)
It will take every single bad and good thought and make you its ‘*itch’ (said on purpose).
It will take every emotion negative or positive and make you dance to its tune.
It will cause you to act according to its plan!
Words of the Lama: Watch what you are thinking, saying and doing.
There is nothing about you that you can trust right now – you are totally compromised – get this and you are half way there already!
Every dream – every intention – every notion – every focus – every bit of your humanity has been corrupted and you do not even realise it. The only way that you can even grasp this, is to take a good honest look at your life and answer this one question:
Christ said: “You can do all this and more than me “. . . are you there yet students?
Why not? most people settle for a version of something relatively good and harmless!
SHARD/ALT. EGO examples:
Example 1: Above setting. I am sitting at my table and I suddenly receive a flash that I am alone. That in itself is only an image. I could hand it to my Higher Self and ask for a meaning and it would be something like this . . . ‘Oh Good! Now we are alone at last and the world is kept at bay. Let us take this time to be together for there so so much that I wish to share with you!” If I take a hold of that alone image and I entertain it and feel it, the Ego adds a few more pictures to the scenario. It will add my dead dog, my late husband, my children far away, my one person meal and so forth. It has now established a shard. Most shards are already formed and all the Ego seeks to do keep them alive. From here, I am obliged to go through ALL the emotions and chemicals that this ride offers . . . the despair, the depression, the loneliness etc.
If you find yourself with one of these images, recognise that it as a fact without emotions. Look the fact straight in the eye. Then . . . hand it over to a Higher Power and eat your meal with thorough enjoyment.
Example 2: I receive a bill in the mail and an image of the amount in the bank appears in the front cortex of the brain. The amount does not match the bill . . . there is a deficit. That in itself is only an image . . . a photograph of an illusionary amount on illusionary paper. There is a gap between the two amounts that I know I need to meet. I could hand it to my Higher Self and ask for the gap to be filled and it would take place something like this . . . “be patient, in three days time there is an opportunity that is coming your way even if you cannot see it now. Rest in ME your Higher Self and we together will fill that gap. Even if it is only fulfilled a day after it is due, I have taken this into account and I was asked by the bill collectors H.S. to teach him patience. Even then, if the bill is not met, I will let you know what the meaning of this fact was all about – in hindsight. Sometimes I need you to lose something that was a burden and you no longer needed it.”
If I take a hold of that alone image and I entertain it and feel it, the Ego adds a few more pictures to the scenario. It will add my past images of lack, my bloody ex-husband, my pitiful wage, my lack of education and so forth. It has now established a shard. Most shards are already formed and all the Ego seeks to do keep them alive. From here, I am obliged to go through ALL the emotions and chemicals that this ride offers . . . the fear, the resentment, the frustration etc.
Example 3: I see ALL the tasks that I have to accomplish and there seems to be many on the list. I also see that clock and the time I have left in the day. I could hand it to my Higher Self and ask for help and it would take place something like this . . . “eat the elephant of tasks one bite at a time, prioritizing the ones that bring you joy first. Be in a joyful place knowing that all is taken care of and the tasks that you cannot get to, are not worthy of today anyway. ” If I take a hold of that alone image and I entertain it and feel it, the Ego adds a few more dialogues and dramas to the scenario. It will add the clock running out of time, how unhappy people will be with me, how incompetent IAM, when I will be fired, going home late, an irate wife, etc and so forth. Now we have an activated SHARD.
Your ALT. Ego is a master hypnotist! It knows how to use a convincer to hook you in to every scenerio that it offers you and then you are asleep. It knows EVERY memory that will trigger you, EVERY fear, EVERY inadequacy, EVERY wish, EVERY moment of your life. Your ALT .Ego established YOUR defense mechanisms, YOUR survival techniques, and YOUR personality. It knows ALL your betrayals, rejections, abandonments, humiliations and it knows that the moment that it fires up one of those images from the past . . . you will be convinced and you WILL respond or react accordingly. And to clinch EVERY deal . . . it will project those into your future. Slam dunk! Cradle to the grave.
“The Opticon 22A: Yes, it is bloody amazing what happens when you neutralize one. I am always blown away how you can explain something so complex and make it easy to understand. I loved the meditation, I had masks shattering off my face, one after the other. I love you both and so thankful that I went to that workshop 12 years ago… it has changed the course of my life. It was so awesome to see the familia.” R.D.
“The Opticon 22A: ‘Thank you Jaylee and Paul again for such a wonderful learning experience. Your explanation of dealing with the positive shards makes so much sense. I also have a better understanding of my dreams and how they are actually pointing out my many shards for me” S.S.
“The Opticon 22A: ‘I feel like I am still digesting and look forward to reviewing the material. I also thought the Q & A was very helpful and it helped show me how I can put some of the concepts into practice.” Je.Mi.
“The Opticon 22A: ‘Once again you have out done yourselves. Up to the moment information, not available in a book, with accompanying diagrams to illuminate, on how to deal with life as it unfolds in a covid-19 environment. The discussion has given me a map on what my next steps are in this journey and the meditation has given me a powerful tool.” MJP.”
“The Opticon 22A: “Thank you so much for the enriching ipticon course yesterday, I got so much out of it and already I’m seeing unconscious shards coming up.” N.D.
“The Opticon 22A: “It was interesting for me as I was in the midst of an onslaught by the 1000 headed hydra and all of the internal shards were really being insidious and constant and noisy so when you said that every single shard even the positives had to be neutralized it felt overwhelming and a bit hopeless. Like where’s the fun in living if I cannot loll about in a chemical reaction to the good shards. So it was interesting to observe that shard. And the work continues. Thank you Jaylee and Paul – Onwards, tally ho!.” G.N.
“The Opticon 22A: “Going over it again! Digesting much better when I’m not half asleep:) Listening to the “trickery” of the positive has been a good wake up call. Much to work on. The imagery -as always- the explanation of shapeshifting and the dream material has been especially helpful for me. Thank you!” M.E.