ILN Module 5

WELCOME TO WEEK FIVE

 

‘You never change things by fighting the existing reality. To change something, build a new model that makes the existing model obsolete.
~ Richard Buckmunister Fuller, American visionary, designer, architect, poet, author, and inventor ~

 

If you understand the concept of inward meditation . . . if you understand the meaning of stillness . . . the meaning of focus . . . if you can grasp now what it means to empty your mind to focus upon the frontal lobe, what would that would mean neurologically?

You have an inner vision that fills your brain and your eyes, you see images and yet it is only the brain’s visual cortex that is seeing them. 

How is it seeing them?

When there is a release of psychedelic neurotransmitters, the mind gets to display its visuals in the frontal lobe of the brain. It is therefore to your advantage to rid yourself of unhealthy thoughts, and you do that by understanding the nature of those thoughts. However, it is up to you to change your web, your neural net through the Great Work, not from a future context . . . but in the present context.

Refrain from having the attitude that ‘good fortune will come’ or ‘I will get around to it”

Rather – ‘I AM blessed now’ or ‘I am addressing it now.’

Now now now now now now now now now now now now now now now . . . and more now!

 

The Great I AM

I AM is present. When you live in the now, you live in the ‘I AM’ present.

How many of you have heard that God is the great ‘I AM?’ What does that mean? We only enact God when we preface it with the words I AM, we never enact God by I want, or I need. You only enact mass when you use the present I AM, and God (Source) is the preface of ‘I AM’.  I am is the present, it is the now, and the brain’s synaptic net responds to the present.

I sincerely trust that the last statement sank deeply into your unconscious.

When the present is recognised by the brain, it is always remembered. In other words, ‘I AM” is responsible for creating the dendrites and synapses that make the coronal connections which then become reality.

 

True Humility

 

Being humble does not mean you have to get down and taste the dirt on the floor. Being humble is having the ability to get out of your own way, to submit to a greater order in the universe, to accept another direction (perhaps up or inward?). Humility is having the ability to change direction, to tear down that drafty, sewn together, garment of thinking. It is the ability to surrender – to be able to change.

If you cannot do that, then you are not ready for the next step on our adventure, for the next stage of the true work means activating the midbrain, activating infra red frequencies in order to become glorified in a new garment. The person who is humble has to go through many lessons, and when they are ready, they must be ready to go through the fire, ready to be transmuted and transformed throughout their neural net! If you hold on to your old ideas and cherish your old dogmas and habits, if you hold to all of that garbage – you cannot be transmuted – you cannot make the journey.

Does this mean that you lose your own individual point of view? Recognise, please, that you never really had one!

As Teachers we did not make any of these rules. We have had to live by them ourselves and continuously work diligently to do so. Yes, continuously, because after one transmutation comes another and another and another, so that sacrificing the old garment of the self becomes the only life.

The mediocre teacher tells. The good teacher explains. The superior teacher demonstrates. The great teacher inspires  William A. Ward

 

Self interest, which is survival and taking care of yourself, is in the forefront of your brain. It’s a genetic instinct that helps to ensure that the species survives against all else. The individual is focused on things like making sure that your nose is being blown and your digestion happens and making certain that all these things are in place.

 

But the true individual is struggling to be born.

 

If everyday life and thinking is the sum total of self, then heaven is nowhere in sight! From a philosophical, technical and scientific point of view your humbleness exists “. . .  when you are ready to vacate the knowledge in your neo-cortex in lieu of new knowledge, and you are willing to throw out the old and are ready to entertain the ever happening present.”

What you want is to become real and being real, is having super heightened observation (Living Mastery 1). What you want to know is not how your gastric tract is working, but rather what is incoming in your future. Whatever you put your focus on, you want to contemplate it with deep thoughts. You want some part of your brain to turn on so that that new information comes to you. You want the self to be in its most glorified form, so your focus should have nothing to do with your face, but with everything else that is from the super part of you. Why? Because then we create super consciousness and super reality from the midbrain!

There is no danger of developing eye strain from looking on the bright side of things.
~ Unknown ~

 

 The Seat of the Subconscious Mind is physically in the Cerebellum

 – The Reptilian Brain

True, consciousness does activate the entire midbrain area of the brain, but although the pineal is capable of picking up infra red frequency and beyond, the subconscious part of the brain is not necessarily busy with what the pineal part of the brain is doing.

A person who is not in-tune, who is very intellectual or is a doubter, who doesn’t believe in anything or resists everything, doesn’t have the pineal turned on. In this case, information coming up from the brain stem (from the subconscious in the cerebellum) will be information for the body, and information coming down the brain stem will be feedback from the brain or orders for the body to do something, and so this input is un-inspirational. (Body-Mind consciousness)

The catalyst for the activation of the midbrain begins in the infra red frequency, not the physical body-mind layer. The subconscious mind begins its frequency at the infra red layer, too, and extends further up the vibrational layers of the Fields of Infinity©. The subconscious mind then uses the Cerebellum as a super receiver, and information flows to the midbrain part of the brain to activate it.

How does it flow there? When mundane thoughts are quietened, the Cerebellum becomes a super receptor. The infra red frequencies flow into the cerebellum and are interpreted by the pituitary gland because it is the pituitary gland, the governor of both the physical and Infra-red frequencies, that opens the flow to the pineal gland where this information then starts forming the electric, psychedelic pictures. These unusual thoughts are not cellular, not biochemical and not genetic. When a person wants to activate this system, they must be in an altered state that can only be achieved through practise, effort and with sincerity.

So, in order to activate the midbrain section, we have to go hypnotic or meditative.

How do we bring that into everyday life? We bring that on by the mundaneness of duty and the automatic tasks of the body. How many of you have had a blank mind all of a sudden? You are doing something and suddenly realise that your mind is blank. Your body was on automatic. That means that because no one was occupying the neocortex (body-mind), nothing was occupying the heavenly space (frontal lobe screen)! Now, remember that God does not like a vacuum, so a greater mind fills that frontal lobe.

Let’s look at a possible scenario:

In the beginning it starts off with the infra red band, and all of a sudden you recognise that you have thoughts about a distant relative, and you call only to discover that they were thinking about you at the same time and were planning to call you …

How many of you have had that, or something similar, happen?

The thoughts of your relative came from the pineal gland and through the pituitary centre because, suddenly, you had a pause in a trance-like state. You know, that stare where you go blank? That is the state that leads you to the Void or Source and the Tree Of Life. That state is what we desire to achieve because there is an internal inversion that suddenly allows information to flow to the subconscious mind, and the Guardian (pituitary gland) starts to let it through.

Now, the tragedy of this information. . .

Most humans have suppressed this circuitry and ability and it has atrophied the Pineal Gland, so the midbrain is not consciously accessed because humans do not trust their knowingness any longer. They have over-developed their need and dependence on the opinions of others. That habit creates an inward brain that is atrophied. When a human being spends most of their waking life dreaming up opinions on mundane issues and matters, they shut down their God Portal for that lifetime. Highly academic and intellectual people can have an atrophied pineal gland!

I do not need to explain the quite obvious effect of drugs, excessive alcohol and negative thoughts and emotions. It has nothing to do with our being “anti-drug”. It is simply that, as teachers, we cannot work with a brain and mind that is dependent upon chemicals! Does that mean a brain can be healed if the individual has a past history of drug use but is no longer using chemicals?

Of course!

However, it will take very specific focus, effort, persistence and direction to bring that about.

A brain that has experienced ungodly habits and chemical circuits has gone dormant and is losing its effectiveness. It means that it no longer has access to the Pineal Gland and its psychedelic images from the God-Mind—the greatest faculty tool for survival that was ever created.

 

Beyond the Subconscious Mind / Infra Red Frequency

 

Even though you have multiple frequencies beyond the infra red and visible light spectrum that could come forward into your brain through the Cerebellum, the reason that your subconscious mind edits the information that it will allow to come through, is because that information is what your body image of the Self can handle.

When the thought of the distant relative comes through, the pituitary centre is prepared to deal with it, so the image of your mother or cousin appears in your frontal lobe and then suddenly they ring you. This psychic connection is wonderful because you have done something that allowed a pause in your everyday thinking—the proverbial Space Between thoughts. You are usually immersed in intellectual information, gibberish and screaming minute details and yet you are surrounded with the infinite memory of the past of not only what the body used to be, but what Your Soul has been in previous incarnations!

You are surrounded by the worldly opinionated stuff plus extraordinary knowledge . . . but your brain in your head can only handle little psychic stuff like finding a parking, finishing a sentence for someone else, seeing into the immediate future and psychic messages. The Pineal System is only activated on the infra red frequency because only a little psychic stuff gets through. You begin to know things about people and that in and of itself is not extraordinary, but what is extraordinary is how you know it.

Note: Our long-term students over the years have heard us advise that they are not to get stuck on being psychic and doing psychic things from the perspective that it is the end game. Now you know why. The Lama told us that it was useful, but it could be a trap. JB

 

It is at this point that you begin to understand why busy people, people who are fritting here and fritting there worrying about this and that, ordinary people in ordinary lives . . . rarely experience the divine, which they believe exists outside of the normal. Their experiences usually occur as trauma—by death, serious illness, shock and suffering, or the like.

* Such experiences obliterate contrary knowledge from the Body-Mind Consciousness, and whatever obliterates everything in the neo-cortex leaves the frontal lobe vulnerable.

It is only then, when a person is broken, that their knowledge, their reality, their grid network in life . . . is torn apart for a moment.

 

* * *

I want you to understand that from a physical stand point, all the commerce and social consciousness up in the neo-cortex that runs the mechanism is in shock because something is missing in its life. It is silent, erased or silenced by a trauma, that caused the Pituitary Centre to empty the frontal lobe. This is what is meant by a broken spirit, and when the spirit is broken, the vessel of god intervenes and this is where miracles happen. 

When you are ill, and if you hold onto the feeling of illness every day, you immerse the brain in those ‘thoughts of illness’ so that eventually the brain feels that it is actually suffering everyday! The illness becomes your familiar, your identity, and the brain then has to take care of what it believes to be a wailing body. Your “ill” identity draws to itself a certain amount of appeal for illness (emotional and mental payoffs), and that appeal holds so steadfast that everything in your life has to make it beyond the Pituitary Centre. Is it any wonder that your prayers are not answered?

Saying that you want to be healed is contrary to your steadfast adherence to the need to be ill, to the identity of being an ill person.  Disease becomes the picture and your life reflects that. Everything must match the picture you have created of who you are, and unless it is acceptable to the picture, it is rejected. Therefore, healing and good health never come because your picture is contrary to it! There can never be Divine intervention to the physical body as long as the conscious mind’s identity of body-self remains based on illness or disease and the associated beliefs that life is fraught with:

* Aging

* Unhappiness

* Lack

* Discontent

* Dissatisfaction

* Frustration, etc.

You have to change the picture and the associated beliefs. You must feel the alchemical fire within yourself, be broken enough to be done with this once and for all, so that Divine intervention reflects a new, healthier physical and spiritual paradigm:

* Ageing is slowly allowed

* Unhappiness is slowly allowed

* Lack is slowly allowed

* Discontent is slowly allowed

* Dissatisfaction is slowly allowed

* Frustration is slowly allowed, etc.

 . . . and becomes an integral part of the fabric of YOU.

The Wonder of Faith

Those who have gone so far and struggled so longthose who are broken—are ready for a new vision. They are the ones who are prepared for and willing to accept the new vision of Self. Their acceptance causes the Pituitary Centre to open, allowing the complete new image to come rushing through. Now with this new vision of the Self, the healing starts!

How can we help you with something that you refuse to let go of? If you keep putting the picture of your self image back where it always was, you are never going to change it. Your agony, confusion and suffering will continue until you apply the knowledge you have learnt.

This part of you—this dynamic—is why it takes a long time to get through to you. We have to apply constant and consistent teaching energy to keep you going because we are up against contrary beliefs that keep justifying their existence.

How can you allow the miracle to happen when you have embedded these resistant beliefs into place so solidly that your self doesn’t even expect to make a breakthrough?

All you need to do is give up!   Give up . . . so the miracle can work its way through the teaching system.

The Pineal Gland holds the key to fabulous realities—to the ecstasy.

What determines that?

It isn’t determined by wearing crystals round your neck, eating bird seed or by what courses you have attended. It isn’t determined by how advanced the student is or what frequency link they are capable of tuning into, or even whether your frequency to the Pineal Centre in your brain is strong enough to combat your everyday mind.

If your Divine Self does not find you sincere, you are not going to get anything other than the psychic fragments from the infra red frequency!

Medulla Oblongata / Reticular Formation

Medical

The Medulla Oblongata carries out and regulates life sustaining functions such as breathing, swallowing and heart rate. The medulla is easily the most important part of the brain, and it’s functions are involuntary. We would not be able to live without the medulla because of the myriad of crucial tasks it performs including regulating blood pressure and breathing. As a part of the brain stem, it also helps transfer neural messages from the brain to the spinal cord. What would happen if there was damage to the medulla? Damage to the reticular formation is serious and can lead to coma or death. In less severe cases, a damaged reticular formation can cause fatigue, changes in sexual arousal and disrupted sleep patterns. Severe damage can cause you to fall into a coma by inhibiting your body’s ability to wake up, or leave an individual in a vegetative state.

The reticular formation extends through the central core of the medulla oblongata, pons, and stops in the midbrain. The name is derived from the characteristic appearance of loosely packed cells of varying sizes and shapes that are embedded in a dense meshwork of cell processes, including dendrites and axons. The reticular formation is not anatomically well defined because it includes neurons located in diverse parts of the brain. However, this does not imply that it lacks an important function. Indeed, the reticular formation plays a crucial role in maintaining behavioral arousal and consciousness. Because of its crucial role in maintaining the brain at an appropriate level of arousal, some authorities refer to it as the reticular activating system.

Metaphysical

The Medulla Oblongata is the reticular formation that filters and veils the knowingness of the subconscious mind, and it is opened when the Pineal is activated. The neural patterns that seem most critical for survival are maintained in circuits of the brain stem and hypothalamus. We have the reticular formation and thalamus that in their wisdom do not allow everything to be created in the body. It’s a free life. It is a free canvas.

Your life is what is outside of you. A mirror. A mirrored tunnel. Whatever you think flashes onto the mirror and you construe that and experience it as reality, creating another connection that gradually strengthens your mental, psychological and behavioural patterns.

For example, individuals who were frequently sexually abused generally believe they will never become abusive, yet themselves become sexually abusive parents. It is a tape loop deep in the neuronal structure of the brain stem triggering mechanisms (of shame) that despite everything, they can’t stop until they undo the loop. They need help.

What about a parent who sees the child as ‘my salvation and a way to make my life worthwhile’? The child must give the parent a reason to live by ‘accomplishing all that I failed to accomplish’. Those sorts of demands and expectations, whether stated or thought, are implanted deep within the brain stem as tape loops that are a part of you and were often established during adolescence because it is a time without solid foundation or individuation. This time is also when a person decides they are incapable of love, can’t care or be intimate. ‘I just haven’t found the right person yet, but as soon as I do you’ll never see love as grand ever again.’ The trouble is their looped beliefs and behaviours never allow them to meet that person and experience that kind of love.

Hypnosis

Clear out the brainstem area of old patterns, prepare for an invitation to the hall of the masters, and seek humility.

* Please download and listen to the meditation at least once per day and not more than twice per day. When you emerge from meditation, write down your experiences in your journal. 

 

TASK 5

  • Keep up with observing your eating and food patterns and extend this to as many aspects of your reality as you can.
  • Live and behave as if your Divine Self is seeking you in the midst of the quagmire of conscious life (Eagle’s Intent – Toltec Tradition) and you have to prepare yourself in WORD, THOUGHT and ACTION for its imminent return via the frequencies of Divinity, acceptable to the Subconscious, and into the pure window of the naked /transparent Self that is unhampered by anything emotional or mortal. This is the meaning behind the words:
  • ‘Someone asked him, “Lord, will only a few be saved?” So, he said to them, “Exert every effort to enter through the narrow door, because many, I tell you, will try to enter and will not be able to. Once the head of the house gets up and shuts the door, then you will stand outside and start to knock on the door and beg him, ‘Lord, let us in!’ But he will answer you, ‘I don’t know where you come from.’

The Narrow Gate; Matthew 7:23-27; KJ version

  • Take care to watch your reactions – remembering that there are two choices:
    • Your alter ego is speaking
    • Your Spirit is speaking

They are never in contact with each other. The Ego denies the Spirit, for its very existence and its nature undoes the alter ego, and the Spirit is unable to acknowledge the ego because It won’t acknowledge an illusion! So, you have but one choice . . .for it is impossible to harness both at the same time!

Begin to witness your two minds.

– finis –

ILN Celestial Pathway

by Paul G Balch | Illumination