YUR Quest 1

Quest 1

 

There is no better time than this moment, to dive right in! At your core, lies your true will and your ability to access it depends on one of two things – whether you are fuelled by fear or are living a purposeful life.

Take a moment to decide which one it is . . . 

A DEFINITION OF TRUE WILL: 

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  • Desire for happiness
  • Need to be loving
  • Drive to seek resolution
  • Revelation of the secrets of life

AUDIO Q1

WRITTEN TEXT Q1

Pictures or landscapes allow us to impart a certain amount of information, which when combined with personal impressions or memories, becomes self-knowledge and if applied and lived – becomes wisdom. Making connections between isolated bits of information is inherent within our make-up. Landscapes need to be painted from the realms of the imagination and beyond, where the unknown and abstract templates of humanity rest.

Why?

Position determines perception . . .

For example, the idea of clouds can be seen from the top of a mountain, where the idea of being rained upon is less than pleasant, or from a farm in the valley, where rain is very much needed. Position determines perception.

It would make sense then that if you were in a walled fortress with no way out and no access to food from the outside, you would react one way yet respond differently if you had a wall and a moat with a draw bridge and villagers coming and going with food and produce. The feeling of the two scenarios is quite different.

This is the basic landscape of Your Unconscious Reality and the position you find yourself in because of life’s experiences. Few people are born psychotic or as psychopaths . . . so, what created them?

The landscape and experiences in their life environment were like a forge that burned and churned them into what they have become. This is the same for every person, except that most have a reasonable landscape with reasonable experiences. Some have many more cloudy days, some have many more sunny days, others never experience the weather, and they all survive. But then there are those who experience soul-destroying days . . .

Should you ask any Soul at the beginning of their life if they would choose that landscape and those experiences, half would say no and some would say perhaps . . . but today they live with the results of that landscape.

Your Unconscious Reality is a climb up to the top of a mountain where you get the opportunity to look down and decide where you wish to be positioned in life. The mountain is not easily climbed; each obstacle needs to be addressed, and every new route needs to be followed. With focus and intent, willpower and discipline . . . it has been accomplished by many.

Spiritual disciplines are about climbing MOUNTAINS.

TRUE WILL (power)

At the center of your personal fortress, you stand and face your reality. If you are fuelled by fear, your inner core or true will is confined by a solid wall of barely permeable blockages which you choose – by default – as a fortification, leaving you unable to act freely with your true core power. You have walled yourself in for safety, and because you cannot leave your prison, you cannot act powerfully.

Your actions are limited and your emotions polarized, leaving you with only a few options

It becomes an imprisoning place because you eventually feel the loneliness of being cut off.

 Cut off from what?

– From 97% of that total state of being which holds your gifts and potential.

When you are fuelled by an inner state without emotional blockages, the wall becomes a boundary that is flexible, permeable, and able to adjust as you grow. You choose this positive boundary consciously; you feel secure in your own skin, and most matters can be navigated with relative ease.

This inner state holds the guidelines of integrity and impeccability for when and how you act, the ideas you live by and the boundaries within which you function. If your character is weak or low, your principles will fluctuate, and if you are disconnected from them, you will experience loneliness.

Why?

Because you need to stand firm within your principles and hold to your core values no matter what you are confronted with – your resolve needs to be strong. This is liberating because trusting yourself will never be an issue.

Let us be real for a moment . . .

Fear constricts. It causes us to pull back, shrink with fright, diminishes our options, and overall serves as a limiting contraction. But it has a necessary function in moments where the threat to survival is real (like being chased by a lion, falling off a cliff, or getting too close to the fireplace. But it has been ingrained in us, and we apply it to 97% of life’s experiences. Think about when someone looks at us oddly, if we receive a bill in the mail, if a friend passes, if we are going for a job interview, having guests, seeing the dentist, or millions of other pieces of information. This can only occur when it is the environment that is the cause of our personal boundaries/walls and not our own inner core of understanding.

“I AM ALWAYS GOING TO TELL THE TRUTH

UNTIL THE OPPORTUNITY TO LIE COMES UP!”

Your blockages (physical, emotional, and mental) will come across as frictions, and it is their very nature that will reveal themselves to you through the course of this journey. You create them to draw attention to an issue or area that you choose to learn from or want to change. If you don’t choose to have principles, you WILL live with blockages. Principles are effortless; I observe them as a wall made of a beautiful material that is impervious to any outer impact yet totally malleable from within as you see fit.

These are old patterns that you must ‘observe’ and then leave behind for good. All principles are self-imposed, and they depend on your self-image, how you see yourself, and what beliefs govern you. Your character – in a nutshell – is the frequency with which you apply your principles. (See image above) Taken two ways – it might be the number of times you choose to uphold a high level of character or the actual frequency or state of your being when you do apply a principle.

Let us be real for a moment . . .

In the Advanced Work, we call these frequencies of lofty aspiration ‘Soul Credits’. This type of conscious understanding allows students to move beyond their conscious thoughts and into vaster landscapes of themselves. Much like going from one country to another, you cannot spend dollar bills if you are in a country requiring pound notes. Different parts of our makeup require different currencies of vibrational access. We address personal principles quite strongly because there are internal landscapes that you will not pass through without digesting and embodying certain principles.

A DEFINITION OF PRINCIPLE: 

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  • Principles lead you to the ideal of spirit/god/perfection,
  • which you will never attain but always pursue.

An example of principle: is always being courteous to an elderly person.

An example of character: When another person shouts at an elderly person for dropping a tin of coffee, you may feel the need to walk over and with loving kindness, reveal your principle by picking up the tin and saying something encouraging to the elderly person. You may also choose to admonish the shouter for their disrespect. However, if they have weak principles, they will disagree.

 

The boundaries or blockages that contain or entrap your true will are governed by a threshold. There is an invisible force which determines the extent of your character and what you can manifest in this reality.

This is managed by two energies:

  1. What is possible
  2. What is probable.

They are different.

What is POSSIBLE is a vast, available arena. Because you are a human being in the third dimension on a planet moving into higher frequencies, this includes all the aspects that you have not or cannot choose. For example: being a goat (which does exist as a possibility, as goats are in your reality), being seven feet tall, having a baby by yourself, living off eucalyptus leaves, etc. They exist but are out of your reach in this lifetime.

What is PROBABLE is a smaller arena. These are the options open to you IF you focus, do the necessary work to achieve it, change, adjust your principles, clear your blockages, lighten up, and re-direct your intent.

Placed into a spiritual context, you have a possible and probable spiritual destiny in this moment. Your choices, principles and conscious work can move YOUR probable boundary and expand it further than the current default – but that is entirely up to you.

IMPRISONING BLOCKAGES

Imagine (you will be required to do this many times on this journey – so get used to it!) that your wall of fear, which is restrictive and limiting, imprisoning and suffocating . . . blocks or colours all the probabilities that lie just on the fringe of your consciousness. Probabilities that are liberating, combined with your true will, have no choice but to come true. Imagine if your probabilities include miraculous healing, moving matter, turning water into wine, growing younger, abundant wealth, ongoing health, and inexhaustible success! This is why clearing the blockages and finding the principles that form healthy boundaries are necessary –

LETS BE FRANK

You may have a wide range of possibilities (as depicted in the above diagrams), and you may have a narrow range according to what attitude you have chosen in this lifetime. Please note that negativity comes in many forms, and although you may decide that you are very positive all of the time, there are other symptoms of negativity which are not so noticeable.

Let’s begin with the c of the wall. In several of the Quests, we will provide a wall of words that pinpoint conditions, and you will need to select the ones that apply to you. Remember, this is a process. Some will only surface later in the journey, and some even afterwards. Leave no stone unturned. Don’t lapse into beating yourself up UNLESS that is one of your blockages; then you will see it for what it is as if you are staring through a window looking in. You are looking for repetitive experiences, exaggerated reactions, legendary memories, clockwork defaults, and absolute defences. (See the definitions below). Please do not email me and tell me that you have none on the list . . . you do. You are just not aware of them. You can have more than one as well as some hidden ones.

[You are welcome to ask someone that you trust to look through the list below and tick the ones they associate with you. This will only work if they can be honest and you won’t be offended]

Initially, when you come across a blockage, you will shy away from it and desperately look to any strength or ability to get away from it and that reluctance comes from various different sources:

  • You may fear that you will be overwhelmed by them
  • To avoid pain, you may adopt a teaching that encourages you to change them to opportunities and lessons – this is no change through growing but change through new vocabulary and you settle and compromise
  • You find that it is too hard and you ignore them

QUOTE: from ‘Carlos Casteneda’

Toltec Wisdom

‘It doesn’t matter what one reveals

or what one keeps to oneself.

Everything we do, everything we are,

rests on our personal power.

If we don’t have enough personal power

the most magnificent piece of wisdom

can be revealed to us and

it won’t make a damn bit of difference.’

Let us be real for a moment . . .

It is easy, with the Lucifer complex of self-harm, self-criticism, and self-hate, to want to draw a circle around every block above. This is not the purpose! It is for you to find the ones that have a cyclic or repetitive manifestation and not the small fleeting ones. Allow yourself to look into the sum of who you are and let the ghosts of memories speak to you.

TASK: Begin the accumulation of blockages pertinent to you alone, and using the map provided, add the words that most ring with truth and experience. Do this with a pencil, for you will most certainly erase some and replace them with others through the course of this journey. Again, we stress – this is an exercise of illumination – a chance to see the whole map of your life and be in awe at the Dark Tree that you have allowed to flourish up until now. The Dark Tree is the skeleton that you are shedding once and for all. [The map will be emailed to you – print it out]

. . . and onto Quest Two

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