TCM Visual 2a
We live our lives assuming the position of being dis-associated from our entire selves and erroneously fight the good fight of being alone. We never imagine that we are the avatar-pioneer in what is better known as a ‘soul’ tribe of beings. We are the part that is alienated in extreme environments, where things do not always go to plan. We are the conscious aspect of a soul group, with access to subconscious capabilities and powers in order to manifest basic reality and survive. The subconscious is easier to reach than the unconscious and this is where reality can seem to go wrong from time to time.
Whilst we are dealing with the shadow realms and the programming that was instituted when we were young, we are also dealing with our own desires, needs and wants. It all seems to be a genuine soup of ‘who is who in the zoo’. The soul group (higher self) works with our unconscious realms and manifests from there and we are basically working with our conscious and subconscious realities. This can produce a clash of desires and needs as the higher self has access to more power and knows the general plan of the current incarnation.
Which brings us to the landscapes of the unconscious realms, and the ability to access those whilst we are still living a meaningful life in the illusion. When we surrender to the higher self, we are offering ourselves the opportunity to live according to our unconscious realms. If we surrender the conscious ego (I-dentity) and step back from the illusion that it upholds, we can get a glimpse of the overall plan of our lives. I once shared with you that my life is a picture book life . . . this would be that experience.
In our conscious minds, we see all aspects of life as miniscule occurrences, stand out experiences, and amplified to mean so many things all at once. Fear grabs us because we still do not understand what it is, and it casts a shadow on our movements and decisions. When we surrender the conscious mind to be absorbed into our higher self, we gain a ‘picture book’ perception of reality. Suddenly all those miniscule details fade away and all the pain and suffering, and everything that has happened to us makes sense. It means something very different to what the conscious mind would have us believe.
Minus the annoying details, the story of our illusionary life in which we star in the pivot role, is seen through us as an amplified soul. Nothing appears out of place and no experience would ever be removed when we see it that way. We intrinsically understand that every piece had its place for a higher reason – a divine one.
What if a thousand pieces had to fall into place for you to merge with your over-soul? Would you leave one piece out?
What if a million pieces had to fall into place for you to merge with your over-over-soul? Would you leave one piece out?
What if one piece was eating camel dung and starving, for you to merge with your over–over-over-soul? Would you leave that piece behind?
As we are becoming more aware, open, expansive and able to grow with each piece of information, we have to realize that the positive and negative are both experiences that align with the plan of the over-soul. Duality is a much yearned for teaching ground for the powerless and the powerful are both allies. Learning both sides of the coin is a part of emerging out of the shadows and recognizing that with every positive movement there is an equal negative movement that must come in to counter-balance the positive one.
Negative realities are a counter-balance for positive ones and this would explain the level of Luciferic information surfacing as a counter-balance for the high vibrational souls that are on earth at this time. And of course this applies as a vice versa too. Focusing too much on positivity will draw negativity in like a magnet. This would then explain why we are explicit . . . no ‘emphatic’ . . . that it is neither the white hotel nor the dark hotel but the middle line that draws us onwards.
Those that are too bright can draw a lot of negative attention because, whilst duality swings in two directions, the nature of it also allows for the absence and presence of energies. Those that are disconnected from Source and those that are connected to Source – as an experience. Thus, constant shadow work is the ability to know that the voices that enter our minds are only ours if we buy in or assume a sympathetic position to them. These shadow counterparts will always stalk us whilst our conscious minds seek to answer the ‘who am I’ question. The only answer being the final one and at that stage the game is over and complete!
The programming that each person needs to overcome is subconscious and when that has been attained, the even testier programming of the unconscious has to be conquered. It is here that the over-soul calls and works its magic. Once an avatar has bypassed the subconscious landscape (consciously), the minute details of life’s desires fade away into oblivion and the needs for the basic ego-sustaining aspects seem inconsequential. Needs change and the world feels less like a playground, but the story of the soul begins to take shape and reveal itself in the details. These details, although lacking the fervent energy and intensity of actual experiences, find their place in the life plan as necessary pieces and no more.
An example would be: a fervent need for love or for a relationship, a sense of identity and the minute details of that desire. The need for physically sexual intimacy and the sense of ‘ego-I’ that it brings. Seen from a broader perspective, it can seem to be a necessary choice or an ‘ego-I’ decision instead of focusing on the bigger picture. Many a soul has found themselves going down a path that brings amplified details to a mundane or uneventful life, offering a distraction. The over-soul relents and is patient whilst the avatar strays and plays the game of the illusion. Carlos Castaneda and his 7 year affair with the woman and her kids is a good example of this.
The ego-I would write an entire paragraph about an experience and the over-soul would write a sentence, whilst the over-over-soul would choose one word.